Excerpt
“Is it that bad
being with my family?” Alex’s voice murmured behind him. “Or is your leg
hurting?”
He turned and
leaned back against the granite counter to ease the leg that was aching but was
not the reason he was drinking. He should have brought a crutch to the party.
Too much time standing, and he shouldn’t have pushed his morning run up to
three miles—which was still less than he’d run daily eight months earlier,
before his knee and leg had been smashed with a golf club. Now he was paying
for it.
But seeing her
was compensation. To him, she was always beautiful, long dark wavy hair, oval
face, and dark intelligent eyes.
She looked
concerned.
“My leg’s
fine.” He knew that she knew he was lying, just as he knew that she knew why he
was drinking.
“Come out and
pretend to be sociable. Half an hour more, then we leave. Promise. I’ll make it
up to you later.” She leaned in to kiss him. She tasted of grapes and
strawberries.
The promise
compensated for much. “Offer accepted. After another shot.” He still needed to
get through the party.
“Fine. One
more.”
“Perhaps two.”
He knew what she wanted to say, so he saved her the trouble. “I won’t get
drunk.”
“I know. You
get close sometimes.”
“Close. But not
over.”
“It’s a family party. Close is too close.”
“Another shot. At most two. Then I’ll join you.”
“Fine.” Her tone held a tinge of disapproval but not enough to worry him.
She
disappeared. Kolya poured another shot. Listening to the rise and fall of the
voices in the other room, he drank and felt the further softening of the edges.
Another drink? Or would he get too close to the unacceptable?
There were
lines he tried not to cross, in drinking and in his relationship. But he didn’t
fit in—and the family party in Aaron’s upscale home underscored that fact. They
were nice people, who talked about their jobs and their families and Judaism.
He had no living family except for Alex; he disliked his new job but couldn’t
talk about his former job; and he was agnostic. Politics was risky. Literature?
While he was currently reading a Jewish philosopher, Martin Buber’s seminal
work, I and Thou, on the relationship between individuals and the world around
them, he doubted that any of Alex’s family would be interested in a discussion
of the distinction between “I and thou” and “I and it” that formed the thesis
of the book. Then there was the fact that he couldn’t answer when Aunt Shelly
asked him about Russia or his years in the dyetskii dom— the Russian boys’ home
he’d lived in between his mother’s death and Rifka adopting him. Too grim.
Maybe he could talk about Rifka, who’d occasionally attended a reform temple.
But it felt disrespectful to her memory to use her to score points.
If there had
been a piano, at least it would have been something to do. And playing jazz
banished the demons as effectively as vodka.
He poured. As
he lifted the drink, he glimpsed a shadow in the back yard. Maybe a neighbor
chasing a dog. Maybe a kid. Maybe any number of things. Never trust the
innocent explanation.
He peered out
the kitchen window. Nothing obvious. Then he focused on a framed mirror
engraved with images of rabbits and squirrels, inserted in a rose trellis at
the edge of the patio. The height of bad taste, but now—useful.
In its
reflection, he saw a figure in a Grinch mask, carrying an assault rifle with a
suppressor, flattened against the house near the back door. Grinch glanced at a
watch, which could only mean one thing. More of them, probably in the front,
coordinating.
Kolya was
unarmed. Why had he fucking agreed to leave his gun in the car? But he’d
understood—guns didn’t belong at this family party—any more than he did. But
now, he was vulnerable. Worse, he couldn’t protect Alex and her family.
Kolya set his
glass down—hands trembling—adrenaline, not nerves— and grabbed a Shun chef
knife from a wooden knife block.
The kitchen door opened inward. An invader would have to do a 180 to check behind the door—which might give him just enough time. Not a sure thing, but Kolya didn’t have many options. He slid into position behind the door.
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About the Author
S. Lee Manning spent two years as managing editor of Law Enforcement Communications before realizing that lawyers make a lot more money. A subsequent career as an attorney spanned from a first-tier New York law firm, Cravath, Swaine & Moore, to working for the Office of the Attorney General, State of New Jersey, to solo practice. In 2001, Manning agreed to chair New Jerseyans for Alternatives to the Death Penalty (NJADP), writing articles on the risk of wrongful execution and arguing against the death penalty on radio and television in the years leading up to its abolition in the state in 2007. An award-winning short story writer, Manning is the author of international thrillers. A life-long interest in Russia and espionage is reflected in the Kolya Petrov thrillers.
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